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2009-12-12T23:24:00.006+08:00

First & foremost.

Skoolz sudah pon ending

WOOHOOO!!!

No more morning nagging from boyfren for reaching skool latezz

No more nagging from my beloved mummy nyohhnya. LOL!

No more skipping lessonss and go excess room

No moree gossips n gossips n more gossips

butt...

suddenly today i miss everything

i miss my morning breakfast homemade by mummy

breakfast with bf

i miss those laughter and my gfss

who never fails to make me laugh & happy

still, i cant wait for 19 decemberrrr

7 more daysss to go

lastly, i miiss my boyfren

who never fails to make me feel secure, happy and gave lotss of love love love

i sukeee =)

im sorry for being stubborn n remains stubborn

i'll stop being naughty and listen to every single ting dat u said okay

i'll nvr quarrel back with every single ting that u said ok

im going to be a nice gf soon

i syg sgt dgn u

i miss my ida.

sorry for last min cancel

i very the ngantok n lazy

to my mamalup,

where r u dear?

i hope every single problem will be solved soon

and hope u haf a good life ahead in future

hah! yg si dua pompan ni,

aku rindu korang.

korang dua je la yg slalu buat aku jadi biol

tis small gal

i call her smurrrffy

lol.

small size

big age

big leg

siew maiii

taken at syirah bro's wedding.

i'll upload the rest of the pic soon...

but wait long long okay.

lastly

im so so excited

for

2010

new resolution

new aim

farewell.

good night everyone

nisa nisa nisa

2009-08-26T10:44:00.000+08:00

pardon me if im not updating.
been very busy with some things.
wil be updating soon.
muahahahaha

2009-07-05T15:02:00.003+08:00

my heart is crying silently ...

mum is SICK.

2009-07-01T16:27:00.002+08:00

Mum is sick today.

so i guess i'll be cooking today and im not sure what to cook.

Mayb just sardine? or telur masak kicap?

hahaha

ninie!!!

since u're just beside me, tolong aku masak okay ?

syggg kau. =)

i'll be going vivo laterr.

and i'll be missing you like always =(

tomorrow is our XXxxxXxxxxXXX

im sure it doesnt mean aniting special to you anymore.

its okay.

Where ever you are,

i will always pray for you.

2009-06-29T14:17:00.004+08:00

I appreciate everything u said to me just now at msn. yeah, its true aiman aka wakj. It really touched my heart and i almost cry but i managed to hold on to it. We've known for years since i was fat until now... hah. I still remember u call me tweety bird.
Lots of memories kan.

U understand me aloot.
Yes, im still thinking, im still confused.
People are moving on but not me.
because of why.. im still thinking.
For so many times, u asked me to move on... and i agree but later on im still the same. Still dwelling over it again and again.
I noe im not like this when u first met me... and u've been always longing for me to smile. But im sorry. i cant lie to myself anymore. This time i really cant. its so hard and i deserve everything dat had happen. I noe im still young.. and i've got a long way to go... i really cant forget bout him and i really cant tink of sumting happy always. Give me time okayss. Let time heal everything.

i noe, i noe... i stil remember watever u said to me.
REMEMBER WAD IS BLUE.
calm, relax, free ya mind
and it really touched me.. for so long.. u still remembr watever i said to u for the past 2 yrs..
i noe, sumtimes i really means alot to u and u always told me, the past always comes back for you.
I noe i always feeling angry....
IM REALLY REALLY SORRY. You know i still love him. He will always be inside my heart. Even if his happily moving on, good for him. And I always treat you as my close friend and not more den dat. I wuldnt wan to lose my years of frenship wif u becos of all this. Tanks for making me feel better when im down and when i need someone to tawk.

Your the greatest nicest fren i eva had. =)

And not forgetting, ninie.
Tanks for being there for me all along too.
Especially yesterday.
i love it ! i love it!
Cos i cut plus trim ur hair even tho i got no skills at all.. hahaha. Eh, mak aku da buang rambut kau kt tong sampah.
kau busuk. makan durian... eeeeeeee....

maTAHARIKU.

2009-06-28T13:08:00.001+08:00

i love this song <3

its hard. XxxX

2009-06-27T13:49:00.003+08:00

nisa.

jux came back from geylang wif mum, dad n cha

i miss u aki.

me & cha at fig n olive on wed

tanks mum and dad.
no matter how moody i am for the past few months and daes, you never fail to make me more better and i noe at times, when things happend again, i noe im back to square one. I noe at certain times, u just wan to slap me, to stop crying and be strong. But i failed. I cant even explain how this heart of mine is full of regret, sadness and every kind feelings.

sadly to say,
this feelings kip on coming again n again.
each and every single day.
haish. :'(
i dun haf the rite to say this to someone...
but im missing you each and every single day.

i duno when will be tat one day dat i'll be meeting u again or mayb not.

mayb few years to cum...

i dunoo.. haish

okay go

2009-06-22T18:06:00.002+08:00

im feeling

CONFUSED.

haish. haish. haish.

im speechless.

i need you. dats all.

2009-06-19T10:30:00.004+08:00

i felt so empty n lonely without u. i miss u so much.
im scared if it doesnt cum true. haish. so many tings on my mind rite now

Taylor Swift - Lovestory

2009-06-18T13:33:00.001+08:00

* I Swear Im FCking Sleepy but i cant sleep*

-_-

memories

2009-06-17T11:45:00.002+08:00

0204
A memoriable date

its over

thanks for everything u have done for me

In the past, i was blind not to appreciate it.

Now I realise everything. Im full of regret.

But its too late...

Im sorry .

This picture brings a lot of memories

Dat point of time we were parttime gf/bf

the first time i met pka and iqah

The first time u brought me to this place near checkpoint

But its over over over. Until now, i cant get rid u off my mind. Im missing you very very badly. Mayb Now its not the time... mayb in few months.. or in few years time we'll meet if god let us too..

I noe its hard... its very hard to forget everything.

Im going through everything now

And if happen, someone can make u happier then i do...

I wish u good luck.

I will celebrating next month 02 july alone

and every month aloneeee.....

:'(

i dun haf the opportuniyy to say this animore..

Let make this the last time..

i love u alot muhd zaki