♥Nisa sayang aki♥

I appreciate everything u said to me just now at msn. yeah, its true aiman aka wakj. It really touched my heart and i almost cry but i managed to hold on to it. We've known for years since i was fat until now... hah. I still remember u call me tweety bird.
Lots of memories kan.

U understand me aloot.
Yes, im still thinking, im still confused.
People are moving on but not me.
because of why.. im still thinking.
For so many times, u asked me to move on... and i agree but later on im still the same. Still dwelling over it again and again.
I noe im not like this when u first met me... and u've been always longing for me to smile. But im sorry. i cant lie to myself anymore. This time i really cant. its so hard and i deserve everything dat had happen. I noe im still young.. and i've got a long way to go... i really cant forget bout him and i really cant tink of sumting happy always. Give me time okayss. Let time heal everything.

i noe, i noe... i stil remember watever u said to me.
REMEMBER WAD IS BLUE.
calm, relax, free ya mind
and it really touched me.. for so long.. u still remembr watever i said to u for the past 2 yrs..
i noe, sumtimes i really means alot to u and u always told me, the past always comes back for you.
I noe i always feeling angry....
IM REALLY REALLY SORRY. You know i still love him. He will always be inside my heart. Even if his happily moving on, good for him. And I always treat you as my close friend and not more den dat. I wuldnt wan to lose my years of frenship wif u becos of all this. Tanks for making me feel better when im down and when i need someone to tawk.

Your the greatest nicest fren i eva had. =)

And not forgetting, ninie.
Tanks for being there for me all along too.
Especially yesterday.
i love it ! i love it!
Cos i cut plus trim ur hair even tho i got no skills at all.. hahaha. Eh, mak aku da buang rambut kau kt tong sampah.
kau busuk. makan durian... eeeeeeee....

nisa.

jux came back from geylang wif mum, dad n cha

i miss u aki.

me & cha at fig n olive on wed

tanks mum and dad.
no matter how moody i am for the past few months and daes, you never fail to make me more better and i noe at times, when things happend again, i noe im back to square one. I noe at certain times, u just wan to slap me, to stop crying and be strong. But i failed. I cant even explain how this heart of mine is full of regret, sadness and every kind feelings.

sadly to say,
this feelings kip on coming again n again.
each and every single day.
haish. :'(
i dun haf the rite to say this to someone...
but im missing you each and every single day.

i duno when will be tat one day dat i'll be meeting u again or mayb not.

mayb few years to cum...

i dunoo.. haish

im feeling

CONFUSED.

haish. haish. haish.

im speechless.

i need you. dats all.

i felt so empty n lonely without u. i miss u so much.
im scared if it doesnt cum true. haish. so many tings on my mind rite now

* I Swear Im FCking Sleepy but i cant sleep*

-_-

0204
A memoriable date

its over

thanks for everything u have done for me

In the past, i was blind not to appreciate it.

Now I realise everything. Im full of regret.

But its too late...

Im sorry .

This picture brings a lot of memories

Dat point of time we were parttime gf/bf

the first time i met pka and iqah

The first time u brought me to this place near checkpoint

But its over over over. Until now, i cant get rid u off my mind. Im missing you very very badly. Mayb Now its not the time... mayb in few months.. or in few years time we'll meet if god let us too..

I noe its hard... its very hard to forget everything.

Im going through everything now

And if happen, someone can make u happier then i do...

I wish u good luck.

I will celebrating next month 02 july alone

and every month aloneeee.....

:'(

i dun haf the opportuniyy to say this animore..

Let make this the last time..

i love u alot muhd zaki